still have "Amelie"at least

After I
watched the third time of Amelie without subtitles but has English Dub on flight;

Finished the fourth keg of the instant noodle since I been to the UK;

And the two kids passed through me the fifth times and they turned on the light over my head

i could arrived at BJ finally....


Fortunately,still have Amelie ,still have the films could make us be the dreamer...

after watched at a time,i can got a bit warmth. when always be hurt by the flesh and blood and feel disappoint...



people alwyas said that french lovey-dovey ,and give u romantic come in great numbers.
BUT
they have the most exquisiteness of feeling..
from the third time of the movie i found that
1.Amelie`s birthday is 1974.6.1 22:00
2.The cafe Amelie works in called “des MOULINS” and there are 43seats in it.
3.it cost 20 franc on Amelie ,when she took the album to found Nino go into the haunted room in the playground.
4.and the fotoes with the words on the 51page of the album write:SOUHAITEZ VOUS ME RENCONTRER [i like this sentence^^]
5.in the night of 8.30.1997,Amelie found the box in the bathroom.that day was Princess Diana passed by...
6.Nino works in the place called Palace Video.































my film director God is Kar-wai Wong ,a hong kong director
im keen on his movies
his works as
Days of Being Wild ,
Ashes of Time ,
Happy Together ,
In The Mood For Love,
2046.
and my favourite one called Chungking Express just shoot in several weeks.
bethink his movie at the time when i finished Amelie
just because i considered that they are both talk about one problem between people-----communication.
Kar-wai Wong expresses there are never has a way that could make the thorough communication between each other .
so men and the women loved like crazy but slowly,and hurt,tangled,alone they call to ease the pain in his movies.
the audiences peep them,enjoy them,
at last burned by them cause the audiences` shadows in the each story.
human beings always have "exposed lust" and "voyeuristic lust"
we wanna peep others private life,
on the other hand,wanna be peeped ,too.
Kar-wai Wong just take to film a stroy from u, u,u and u.......
u can see ur story on the screen those damn things u wanna nobody knows,
and played by another guy,u can laugh at them,
cause nobody know u had the same experience as them except urself.
from this point i know
maybe i couldnt become the bestone or the top of the artist
because
the top artist is too cruel
the most cruel one treat himself
then treat his followers
even the whole world


just like Vinci anatomise the baby still in the placenta to research the configuration;
Kar-wai Wong anatomise ur heart with his movies
but i am totally willing to ....

if compared Jean-Pierre Jeunet with Kar-wai Wong
it just like compare Ang Lee who took to film a novel wrote by Eileen Chang ,called Lust, Caution
Ang Lee`s movies are kind as Jean-Pierre Jeunet `s even there are much absurd reality
but the novels by Eileen Chang are cruel;
Ang Lee`s movies are worm
while Eileen Chang`s cold
Ang Lee`s believed those essential things,in the end
but Eileen Chang`s do not....in the end

mom`s classical:

"amorism is happy,no matter with whom.but its another thing to lived with just that one."

so im afraid

if one day i became ageing,and the temper i dislike by myself and had an ugly shape i couldnt suffer first,even for my man?

but i have no boyfriend yet,now=.=

so afraid too early...

if i met my MR.right one day

i`ll do the same things as Amelie

give the three kisses to each other

one for the right corner of the lip

one for the neck

the last one to the eye

if i said his name 10 times in the heart with his back toward me

i hope he could face round to me as if heard from me...

when i really have no confidence and the courage to believed in love

still have Amelie

at least

taught me:fate is a nice waiting...