some old pics

red scarf for the Young Pioneer in China
and the three red bars for the pupil who study the best in primary school in China


with the foto took in Pan Jia Yuan the place sold curioes and antiques


Lamp Genie Girl

"贺春" means :Extend new year greetings

"贺"he means celebrate

"春" chun means Spring

in china the new year symbolize spring`s coming
and Spring has another meaning in chinese

that is a good sighting of women

for example :some "outlook" under the girls skirt...may call the "spring scenery" in Chinese^^

Comic ^^

im always being the most humor one in my whole family^^


1.my elder cousin enter~
mom:"actually,who love their babies who bear them~
baby,see,u looks so unsightly ,but i still love u~~~~"
【ps.my mom always said im not in good look=.=
2.Amber:"a~~ya~~~ mom!
u always said im ugly,im the college flower(school beauty), u know?!"
【ps.its not true~just said it to my mom ~~~XD
3.sis:"Amber,u mean the“laugh”?!ha!【in chinese the pronounciation of "laugh"and"school" is the same!
the flower of laughter!!!!

hahahahaha~~~~~~~~"
4.Amber`s OS:"ok,Fiona......u made a cold joke finally....."


actually my papa gave me a nickname when i was a baby,it called"乐" :lele
【in chinese it means cheerful or joyful or happy~
but my mom just c all me:baby,baby
and all the friends around mom didnt know what`s my given name,just know i named"baby"=.=
【when i call my aunty:"hello,mrs.X，this is Ziqing~"
Mrs.X:"who?whos that??"
"OK,this is BABY..........."=.=

and one day
my mom pick me up in the continuation class


"BABY!" mom shouted
and then, all the pupils around me looked toward my mom..
so....
all the children in their moms` eyes are babies^^!
[maybe cause ,the family just can have one baby in china,so parents always overprotect]

mom said:".... i just wanna my baby...."

the first year in CUC Animation`s work

the "short movie" --made in the first year in CUC Animation School

my idear came from the busy subway in BJ

its soooo ugly and terrible before BJ held the Olympic Games in 2008

but i still love it

when i was in my high school age learnt drawing in BJ by myself

it was so lonely

so i bought one ticket and jumped into one subway to look into the people in it~

it was so funny

some days i would count how many girls wear the red shoes

or some days count how many boys wear the white shirts

and

there are many beggars in the subway,too

some of them singing for beg some money,but it was soooooo horrible make me cant stand!

at that time, the kind of impulse made me wanna grab their microphone sing the rock!

so its the "subway"

a boy who met many sick things in the subway and a begger offend him at last,then he grabs the microphone shot the rock,the whole world became change.

at the end,the sound notice everybody the metro arrived the station,everything changed back and the boy got off.

there are still crowded conditions in the subway station .

i worked for the background ,coloring and the storyboard

my partner had quit

so....

its aborted

finished 1/6 maybe

took my whole summer in 2007

we havent learn what is animation but "Philosophy of Marxism "and"Maoism"

so i could understant why he couldnt hang in...

i hope i`ll remake it one day by myself^^

and also thanks to him could work with me at the first time when we know nothing~

still have "Amelie"at least

After I
watched the third time of Amelie without subtitles but has English Dub on flight;

Finished the fourth keg of the instant noodle since I been to the UK;

And the two kids passed through me the fifth times and they turned on the light over my head

i could arrived at BJ finally....


Fortunately,still have Amelie ,still have the films could make us be the dreamer...

after watched at a time,i can got a bit warmth. when always be hurt by the flesh and blood and feel disappoint...



people alwyas said that french lovey-dovey ,and give u romantic come in great numbers.
BUT
they have the most exquisiteness of feeling..
from the third time of the movie i found that
1.Amelie`s birthday is 1974.6.1 22:00
2.The cafe Amelie works in called “des MOULINS” and there are 43seats in it.
3.it cost 20 franc on Amelie ,when she took the album to found Nino go into the haunted room in the playground.
4.and the fotoes with the words on the 51page of the album write:SOUHAITEZ VOUS ME RENCONTRER [i like this sentence^^]
5.in the night of 8.30.1997,Amelie found the box in the bathroom.that day was Princess Diana passed by...
6.Nino works in the place called Palace Video.































my film director God is Kar-wai Wong ,a hong kong director
im keen on his movies
his works as
Days of Being Wild ,
Ashes of Time ,
Happy Together ,
In The Mood For Love,
2046.
and my favourite one called Chungking Express just shoot in several weeks.
bethink his movie at the time when i finished Amelie
just because i considered that they are both talk about one problem between people-----communication.
Kar-wai Wong expresses there are never has a way that could make the thorough communication between each other .
so men and the women loved like crazy but slowly,and hurt,tangled,alone they call to ease the pain in his movies.
the audiences peep them,enjoy them,
at last burned by them cause the audiences` shadows in the each story.
human beings always have "exposed lust" and "voyeuristic lust"
we wanna peep others private life,
on the other hand,wanna be peeped ,too.
Kar-wai Wong just take to film a stroy from u, u,u and u.......
u can see ur story on the screen those damn things u wanna nobody knows,
and played by another guy,u can laugh at them,
cause nobody know u had the same experience as them except urself.
from this point i know
maybe i couldnt become the bestone or the top of the artist
because
the top artist is too cruel
the most cruel one treat himself
then treat his followers
even the whole world


just like Vinci anatomise the baby still in the placenta to research the configuration;
Kar-wai Wong anatomise ur heart with his movies
but i am totally willing to ....

if compared Jean-Pierre Jeunet with Kar-wai Wong
it just like compare Ang Lee who took to film a novel wrote by Eileen Chang ,called Lust, Caution
Ang Lee`s movies are kind as Jean-Pierre Jeunet `s even there are much absurd reality
but the novels by Eileen Chang are cruel;
Ang Lee`s movies are worm
while Eileen Chang`s cold
Ang Lee`s believed those essential things,in the end
but Eileen Chang`s do not....in the end

mom`s classical:

"amorism is happy,no matter with whom.but its another thing to lived with just that one."

so im afraid

if one day i became ageing,and the temper i dislike by myself and had an ugly shape i couldnt suffer first,even for my man?

but i have no boyfriend yet,now=.=

so afraid too early...

if i met my MR.right one day

i`ll do the same things as Amelie

give the three kisses to each other

one for the right corner of the lip

one for the neck

the last one to the eye

if i said his name 10 times in the heart with his back toward me

i hope he could face round to me as if heard from me...

when i really have no confidence and the courage to believed in love

still have Amelie

at least

taught me:fate is a nice waiting...

dears...missing u..